Lilypie - Memorial

Monday, 4 June 2012

My Life Without Clara

Where do I go from here? I'm sure that there are many grieving mothers that ask this question. I've been doing a lot of reading about other mother's losses and I wish with all my heart that it would somehow shed some light on my on path to grieving. But it hasn't. Like all mothers, we hold are children dear to our hearts and I can't even imagine trying to move on without my precious child in my life. It defies the law of nature, a parent grieving for a child. For now, I feel stuck. I feel guilty, angry and so much sadness.
How do I begin to celebrate the life of my baby without her in it? I would want her to be proud of who her Mommy is and already I feel like I'm letting her down.
Clara: I want you to give Mommy the strength to make you proud. Always remember how much mommy loves you!

1 comment:

  1. Beautiful post sweety. I'm sure you'll make Clara and all of us proud, just take your time and know we all support you.

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